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The future of AMERICA!!!!

Feb. 23rd, 2010 | 07:34 pm
mood: accomplished




Singing her song about the Beatles that she made up

My beautiful baby..

I know if you're on my facebook you've already seen these but I'm posting them again here. So I'm sorry if it's a problem :p

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It is what it is...

Oct. 14th, 2009 | 09:34 am
mood: pissed offpissed off

I think just about the worst feeling is being judged. Why do you think others believe they are in a position to judge others? I'm honestly getting sick and tired of it. The only place I truly feel happy and comfortable is in my own home with my loved ones. I'm tired of being judged for having purple in my hair, tattoos, piercings, and a child out of wedlock. I understand that I live in a back woods country town, and the ignorant people here know nothing better. STILL it's no excuse. Educate yourself. You can't be bleak forever! Times are changing, PEOPLE are changing. It's the way things are.

I am a great mom. I don't do drugs, lie, cheat or steal. I'm a full functioning law abiding citizen of this country.

I will not take my piercings out because for some reason it makes YOU feel uncomfortable. Don't look at my tattoos if you don't like them... It's who I am and I have to deal with it, but I'm so sick and tired of getting looked upon with an eye of judgment when all i'm trying to do is live a normal every day life.

Honestly have we not evolved at all? I'm feeling extremely angsty and I believe at the risk of sounding like a teenager this is how I'm feeling right now.

FUCK YOU ALL!

Running out of ways to run
I can't see, I can't be
Over and over and under my skin
All this attention is DOING ME IN!

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER judge ME!

Picking through the parts exposed
Taking shape, taking shag
Over and over and under my skin
All this MOMENTUM is DOING ME IN!

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER TOUCH ME!
and don't you fuckin' judge me!

Burn!

You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back
Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
When I get my hands on you
Ain't a fucking thing you can do
Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be

I am the push that makes you move (x4)

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER judge ME!

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Sep. 27th, 2009 | 11:22 pm
mood: contentcontent

As the weather is growing colder, the trees turning brown, I am feeling something inside me coming alive again and I love it. I feel like I am only truly and fully alive during september and october. I always feel okay, but when I start to see the leaves falling and the air gets that little bite to it. I feel amazing!!!

I can't believe it, Cambria's birthday came and went. It's been a wonderful 3 years with her. I enjoy every moment of it. OKAY.. Maybe not the fits, but everything else makes it worth it. She got lots of presents and was a spoiled brat the entire time. It was fun :)

Travis wants to have more kids but I'm afraid I won't like them as much as I like Cambria. I don't think there could be a cooler child, I already have the cooliest. I'm afraid I won't like it and spend all my time with Cambria and just ignore this other *said* kid that doesnt even exist. WOAH way to get ahead of myself here.

I can't believe I'm up this late when I have to get up for school so early. I'll be sorry tomorrow.

I love my life so much right now and I can't complain about anything. I have the most wonderful 3 year old and the best boyfriend. I feel like with those two in my life and the support from the both of them how could my life be wrong?!


 Wanna babysit? :p

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Aug. 14th, 2008 | 10:53 pm


FRIENDS ONLY

Comment and I will be happy to add you

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